The second day of the year and my resolution is still resoluting. I don't know if your suppose to tell people what your resolution is ( like a birthday wish) cause if you do and it doesn't happen.......aww shit. I'm fucked. I told three people what my resolution was. I figured if I told them, they can help me stay on my path to resolution conquering. Discipline is really what it is. If I told myself I'm going to do something everyday that is technically possible, all I need to do is actually do it. The reason or not would be, procrastination. That's my middle name. Well I have two actually lol...Ohhhh three hahahaha. My real birth one. Procrastination and her long lost "sounds like"........ Tuition lol. If I am unable to do something today, do I make sure I do it tomorrow twice as better or as much? I don't know. I would rather stick to what I said I was going to do.
I've been wanting this house for the last two years. I saved and saved. Then as freakin usual, something came up and I had to spend and spend what I saved and saved. so now I'm back to starting from scratch...which makes me itch right now thinking about it. It's tough but in order to get me to the finish line by the end of the year. I have to save and put away and not touch and not think its there and actually act like it doesn't exist, $20/ day in my savings to have at least at the minimum $7200. If I can do this and add whatever Elease I can, I will be able to accomplish this goal. This goal for me is minor that's why I have to conquer. If I fail to miss a day, the whole thing would crumble.
I have to get to the bank........no Matter what.
